Lets Get Down to the Nitty Gritty

The nitty gritty is that I am terrified to start this adventure because I haven't been able to finish any type of physical goal because I am just not a physical person. As the days pass by, and the time draws closer to the first hike I am more and more nervous and even of the thought of just quitting before I start and pretend I never had this idea. I pushed that thought down but I am still afraid I can't do this! How am I supposed to get up every Saturday to do hike that is going to be harder than the last one I did? It will always get tougher and longer each week, and I honestly don't know how I am going to do this. I am not in shape or fit at all. Yeah I can lift some heavy things, but I have zero endurance! I think I'm crazy for even thinking of this idea!! I had a conversation with a lady the other day and told her about my plan, and she said to me to just remember to go at my own pace. So that is what I just have to remember. I can do this. A chubby, clumsy, and weak woman can do anything if she goes at her own pace, even if it takes twice as long. I want to have the commitment to be able to go on the hike I said I would do even if it was raining outside. I want to finish every hike. I want to reach the top of every mountain. I want to say that I may be physically weak but I am mentally strong because I climbed those mountains. I can do this. I can do this.